Confessions of madness
2010-08-14 00:19:05 (UTC)

And then i get dumped.

Friday the 13th, one of my favourite dates and it starts off
with me being incredibly excited to get to see Sixx after a
week of not seeing him. The last 3 weeks has been amazing with
him, lots os amazing passionate sex, love messages, lots of
kisses and cuddling and being together as a happy couple.
I called him this morning and he tells me he can't see me
because he has to see family, then i ring him again after a
mishap with my texts and he says "Kitten.. Ive been thinking"
which is like the obvious way to prepare someone for a
dumping. He broke up with me because he said he loved me more
like a best friend and frankly if thats how he treats his best
friends then i don't know if i should be worried or not.
I thought everything was great with him. Every minute with him
was a chance to be away from all my problems and to be me. I
fell for him, the one thing i won't let myself do and for
what? A phone call telling me that he just wants to be good
friends and hes sorry if hes hurt me.
Ive already cried my eyes out a few times and i can feel thats
not going to be the end.
I really did want this relationship to go somewhere and i
thought i was sure it was.
I feel like ive given everything i could and then been tossed
aside. I don't like this feeling at all.

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