Negative Vibe 101
I'm coming to the realization that I'm unattractive. Which is possibly dangerous because I'm 18 years old. I never would have guessed things would be like this. I've always had body issues for what people say is nothing, but it's just getting worse. I've never cared whether anyone was checking me out, but now that is all I can think about. I mean, after my history, I feel as though this should be an impossibilty. I hate that someone might read this and think I'm just being a teenager, but I hope that "being a teenager" is all it is and it will go away.