to help me think alittle

maybe its just me
2010-08-02 18:28:02 (UTC)

big mistake???....

i guess ive been thinking, i feel like such an idot i made
such a mistake, why did i forgive, why!?! ive been such
fool to try and make out to be okay, becuase it wasn't you
betrayed me, my trust, my friendship, my beleieve in you,
you broke my heart the day you you stamped on my heart and
couldnt care less how it made me feel, whether it upset me
or whether it made me feel worthless. im sorry but i can
never forgive you i really couldn't and i really shouldnt
have to, if im honest becuase its not right, its unfair
and you arent my true friend, you're supposed to be my
best friend and then you go and do that.. WHAT THE
FUCK!!!! you himulated me and you made me feel like i
meant nothing to you, it makes me sick to think of you 2
together, and if im honest i dont care if you dont like it
cause im disgusted by your behaviour and the way you treat
me, i do so much for you, and im always the one that gets
upset or hurt at the end of the day. there really isnt
much point in our friendship really, i gave/give you
everything more than i give anyone else... well more fool
me. im ready to just give up, because i dont wnat this
hurt hanging over me all the time when you tlk bout him,
cause its not fair, id go to the ends of the earth for you
and i love you more than you'll ever know but that doesnt
seem to matter!




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