dejagurl

The Inner Me
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2010-07-25 20:20:32 (UTC)

WHY DO I NEED A TITLE OR A TOPIC????

This is my first entry ever..( hopefully not the last one)
when I pressed the write button on top,They asked me what is
the topic or the title. Do I really need one?? COME ON!!!
this is a diary, where I can write freely and not worry
about my teacher crossing it out in red pen because of the
mistakes. (grammar mostly) so its decided that when ever I
write, my entries will have weird names that have nothing to
do with what I am talking about.

Now the actual entry-
EMOTIONS ARE A BITCH ( HOPEFULLY NO ONE MINDS ONE CURSE WORD)
I mean one moment I am loving my life and the next moment I
am crying over my life. People think that I am a happy go
luck person, which I am, but people fail to see the part of
me that is scared. When I tell my parents that I have a lot
of stress, they wont believe me, since i am always smiling.
I mean just because you are happy and smiling in front of
others, it does not mean that you don't have problems of
your own. To tell you the truth, the reason I am writing
this diary, is so that some day in the future, I can show
this diary to someone, who can finally understand me and
help me break the wall I have created in front of my
emotions. Right now I am unable to express myself, I go
along with what other people say, and don't stand up for
myself because those people are not going to understand me
anyways. So I guess I am just waiting for this one person
who will help me over come my fear and help me say what that
I want. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT PERSON TO COME INTO MY LIFE,
maybe he or she is already in my life, I guess only time
will tell me :)
Good Bye
Dejagurl
P.S.- not bad for the first entry right?? ( people who
read this, if you can plz do tell me how i did on my first
entry)



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