ryandannyblacksmith

ryans life
2010-07-23 09:46:03 (UTC)

20th july 2010

anyways rebecca didn't read the message

it was coming to friday

i had second thoughts about me and rebecca
i just started thinking about all the good times me and
rebecca had

then i started thinking about all the bad times

so i wrote it again and sent it

then she read it finally but then she put on her status

wow. hate you.


so yeah i think she kinda hates me


but i can now ask jack out :)
and i will soon

but tbh i feel so horrible : i think i still have a bit of
feelings for rebecca
i know its stupid after what she did

but i can't help it feelings are feelings right?

so yeah urgh now i dunno what to do :( my hearts gonna
explode :'( it's a horrible feeling

it's actually like spainish has changed her like she's not
the person i completely fell in love with :( she changed
and i hated it so i guess thats why i broke up with her

but i do miss her and still love her

urgh i just dunno what to do :'(




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