taylor

i wasnt thinking of anything
2010-07-21 21:17:48 (UTC)

happy?

i wouldnt say its happiness but excitement at the prospect of being happy.
you've started to disappear from my mind. ur still in there, everyday, but not like
that just there. im moving on nd have let people in that are so much better than
you. i have a better mind. i dont feel small anymore because of u. u havnt ruined
my life. im stronger now. theres worse things in life that could happen than
meeting someone who has no respect for anyone else. you could meet someone
who never gives u the time of day and hated u. i think u came close to this and i
dont hate u. i pity u.
theres nothing in this world i want more than to just go back and be friends with
u from the start.
but that wont happen.
i didnt love u i loved us together. but not u
and now we are not together,
u cant miss what u never had
im gunna be someone and have a life filled with loved and happiness, and
regret. u are the regret but i wouldnt change the way we once were. ull probably
never have that again. but i will
so fuck u! :D




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