YorTruLov

lost but not forgotten
2010-07-21 05:35:39 (UTC)

Itsa shit hole of a life

I have become obsessed over your recent lack of interest in
me. You can get on facebook at night while I am at work for
12 long hours, yet never check the emails you know that I
write you, never return the messages, never even write to
me. YOu used to write me everynight to tell me about your
night and sometimes we woudl talk back and forth
I am ready to scream, I am so sick of being treated this
way. I am only an object in your life now - not even
something you show love for.
There is no such thing as unspoken love - okay? YOu either
love or don't. LOVE. DOES. NOT. REQUIRE. EFFORT. IT. IS. A
NATURAL. FEELING. BE. HONEST. WITH. YOURSELF.
I am dying inside... all the time
I am so sick of time, so sick of work, so sick of school,
so sick of this place, and this stat, and I hat our house,
I hate our lifestyle I hate everything.
I sacraficed so much for you and you can't even give me
alittle fucking bit extra.
I have someone in Alaska right now that I left for you, who
told me last week he would take me back, after 5 FIVE
fucking years with you, with a drop of a hat. Someone who
loves me and would treat me right.

I don't understand you. And now... I can't stand you




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