kayenna18

life sucks
2010-07-18 05:31:25 (UTC)

i just so sad i dont know why 7-18-10

Dear diary,
Ok so I just cried my eyes out literally. I've never cried so much in my entire life. Even through all the crap I've been through I've never cried so much. Why you may ask I honestly don't know I guess I was thinking about all I've gone through and I just started crying for all the times I never did. I just have no idea why but I heard the song "if I fell" or "if I fell in love with you" by the beatles and it made me cry harder than I had been crying. I'm just so sad I really don't know why. All of my past experiences have happened and there's really nothing I could do to change that its all ready happened and either way I'm bound to change into the person I am now I'll never be different I may act like I am but I'm still the same person. I really wish I could change that fact. I heart MAC!,I heart JA!, I heart LL!
Sweet dreams!


Love,

Kayenna18




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