aliloche

Why Me?
2010-07-16 17:31:28 (UTC)

Hard Night

I had a bit of a hard night. I am starting to see them
again. I thought that they were gone, out of my mind
permantly. I am beginning to think that writing this journal
is what brought them back. I know what I am seeing is in my
head... Can a person be crazy if they know what they are
seeing isn't real?? I am going to go with yes.. So I am
crazy.. Even more crazy because I know it's crazy and yet I
still give in to it. These sites of complete and total agony
on the faces that I called "family" Why did they have to be
that way. Why? Why? Why? Ok enough of my pitty party. I will
be ok in a couple of days. Just had a bit of a rough one.




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