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Unspoken Thoughts
2010-07-13 19:06:45 (UTC)

What I Forgot

I wrote a letter two days ago. I had forgotten to write one
for his birthday and somehow I was inspired to write. He
loved it and so did I.

Dear YOU:

Sometimes I think there’s nothing like sitting down on a
quiet evening and listening to the beautiful melodies a
piano plays. I lay down on my bed as I listen, thinking
about all the great times I’ve had in my life. I think about
all the confusing times, and how I solved them all. I think
about the people that are most important to me and the
memories we shared. I think about you, and I smile. It’s
something I hardly notice anymore. It’s an unconscious smile
that awakens at the thought of how many times you saved me.
It must have been easy, because all you had to do was be
there. That’s all it took and I wouldn’t change a thing.
We’ve learned so much throughout our whole time together.
You are like snow I see. You are pure and beautiful (cheesy,
yes, I know) and you cool me from the heat that life brings
my way. Every time I’m with you it’s like taking a relaxing
break from the stress and the pain. For your birthday I
promise I wish I could have done more. I wanted to buy you a
thousand presents. I wanted to be with you. But since that
wasn’t possible I am now giving you the only one thing you
asked for… this letter. This letter is important to me. Not
only because it’s your present, but because this is the
first time in so long that I’ve written from my heart.
You’ve taken it, my heart I mean. I thought I didn’t have it
anymore as mean as that sounds. But I was wrong, I still
have it. It’s yours though, it always has been and it always
will. I think I know how to find inspiration from nothing
now. All I have to do is think about the warmest and coolest
thoughts. And I wish I could write more, and I want to. But
I just wanna give this to you now. I want to see you smile
when you read this. And I know I can’t see it, but I can
imagine. You know my imagination is amazing when I try hard
enough. I consider it my gift from God. It’s a big part of
the reason we’ve been able to last. Because no matter how
far away you are… no matter how much I can’t see you… I can
imagine. And yes I smile as I write this. I’m sorry I didn’t
write this sooner but better late than never. Happy birthday
Gary! =)

With undying love,


Angie




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