butterfly

life of an avrage teen well i guess i am
2010-07-13 04:27:04 (UTC)

ok so i admit it the other day i was falling in love and now you caught me and baby i have fallen and im all urs

the other day was the fair there is omne every year i can
always count on it to make everything better and oh boy!
this year hell it fixed almost everything!
at this fair i knew almost every one my ex bf was there
and he draged me along for an hour or two i went on so
many rides with himafter a while i got hooked and i
ditched my friends to be with him (there understand) we
walked around and he didnt let me out of his sight he won
me this cute pink monkey and it just so happens i love it
to death! we went on the ferris wheele and he put his arm
around me and even though he is super afratoday id of
hights we went on three times together and it wasnt me
tahts wanted to it was him!3 by the end of the night
people were asking us if we were together again and his
arm never left me shoulder all night. neather of us wanted
to leave but we did and that night we were texting and he
said he wanted to see me.
the next day we went to the fire works his arm found its
place again and then both arms we stood there watching the
fireworks holding eachother not bothering to look at the
people who would glance at us then happen to look back,
watch and then smiel as they seen one of us noticed or hug
at the end of the night was like glue so close and then so
hard to let go.
today i went to the mall and then to his house (a friend
was there too one of his guy friends)first we were just
sitting there and then he put in a movie and we were
cuddling then we were laying there on the couch together
like we were a couple.he can read me like a book i cant
lie to him and i cant not smile whhen im around him i love
him but there is a problem
1)i dated him before
2)my friend did and she still likes him
3)my other on and off friend has always likes him
and number 4) he still hasnt asked me out yet
i am 14 and i have never kissed a guy never really wanted
to but today that all changed i wanted him i wanted to
kiss him and to lay there forever right now i dont give a
shit what my friend says cause she goes out with all my
bfs and this is diffrent i love him so damn muchand its
gonna be hell if we dont go out again or we do and he
brakes up with me cause
i have fallen
and im in way to deep to get out now!




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