hurting heart

hurting heart
2010-07-12 04:45:19 (UTC)

same old pain

I always heard writing helps so I am going to see. I am
tired of being alone and sad. I tried to do fun things but
I still end up home alone. I had hook up with too many
guys to count online for sex but that only helps with the
physical. I tried online dating but I don’t want a loser.
I’m not ugly or dumb but I want a man who is my equal. Is
it because I prefer men outside my race? Is it because I
like younger men? There are times I wish I wasn’t born or
that I would died. I have no one to live for. Having pets
are not the answer. My mother was a birth and I’m glad
she’s dead; which I could have made her suffer the way she
did me as a child.




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