Jumbled and Scraps of Thoughts
Can life get any stupider?
Why is my past haunting me? Why when we pulled up to the
hotel on our mini vacation to Philly there was an office
for a one, R.H. Cooper, Inc Mortgage Broker. Why was that
office at my hotel of all the hotels in Philly we picked
that one? What the hell, then why when I get home does
Zahara tell me that over the weekend that she found the
save the date cards I made that were stuck in the back of
some old photo paper for the last 3 years. WHY WHY am I
being haunted, what sign is this?
I thought I destroyed every scrap of memory of that God
Forsaken marriage to that idiot I settled for, I thought i
paid the price in full for using him as a stand in....when
does the misery stop???? I lost my house, my job, and my
good credit....what else do I have to pay?
I want these memories to fade to black. They are driving
me insane. which these days is a very very short trip.