Kassie.is.fat

Kassie
2010-07-06 13:49:22 (UTC)

im to fat

Dear diary,

Hello im kassie and im 12 years old...i think my life
sucks but people may not. im really fat and i was thinking
of becoming anerixa :( wich i no is bad but i already
started! i hear people making fun of me and my fattness
and it hurts sometimes i want to run and hide from life!
but i cant i have to live it SADLY! you want to no ho much
i weigh! 190 :( that's sad and im only 12 :O Well i think
im so fat no one wants me! my mom is skinnier than me but
im depressed i eat to make myself feel better but after im
don the food i feel sick and staring at myself in the
miorr well i like diarys cuz you can keep a secret and no
one in my life can! i have a crush on this on boy his name
is max :) But im to FAT! CHUUBBBBYYYYY An my mom stares at
me like im some creature like she wants me out but im
scared! Of evreything showing my real self...Oh Geez...
AHH why am i so fat im so ugly! the fat makes me cry tht i
cant fall in love that im so fucking ugly!
REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Fat and ugly PLEASE i want out of
this Faattt! it sickens me but here i am saying i want to
lose weight but im sitting on this computer and eating in
the same place and not moving inless i have to go pee
Telling my momto get my stuff! Shes telling me to clean
but i ignore her i like it on here! it makes me feel
pretty nobody no who i am and All that virtual worlds
sinny lil things preeding to be you but its not !
Well im gonna get out of here :) BYE-EEE




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