skynet125

a day in the life of
2010-07-05 11:36:01 (UTC)

My fourth of july weekend and first entry

my fourth of july weekend was pretty stressful my parents
started fighting about money again and i just get so tired of
it. its getting to the point that i am becoming sick of money
and the talk of money. i know we need it to live but i am
just sick of the idea of it. i think what adds to this whole
new hatred of money is just everything that going on in the
economy lately. with the whole unemployment extension in the
risk of not being passed so that is going to affect my
grandmother big time. so i start stressing out about that, if
she loses her benefits what is she going to do and what are
we going to do? that unemployment check she gets each month
helps her to pay her rent and her car payment i mean we can
help her but to an extent because we are also tight as is. so
all these things are going through my head all at once and i
just don't think i can take it anymore. i just feel like i am
going to have a nervous breakdown which i have to look up the
signs because maybe i am having one at this moment but don't
know it. then i am also stressing out about how my life
hasn't started yet and things haven't really worked out the
way i planned it would, i mean i know life sometimes doesn't
work out the way you want it to but come on someone has to
throw me a bone every once and awhile. i am not asking for
much i am just asking for a job and a way to help out my
parents financially for once but its so hard to find a job
these days. i mean i know they are people that need a job out
there more than i do, but i feel i need one just as bad. if i
can just make a couple of bucks i can help out my parents so
much and make things a lot easier on the household.




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