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Saoirse.
2010-07-04 17:49:38 (UTC)

First Diary entry and Bad day.

So you wake up. Acctually scratch that. You stay up all
night because your on summer holidays and you feel like.
Well it because you parent's say your never up early. (
which is true I don't get up till like 2pm. )
But that's not the point the point is that I stayed up all
night to prove to them that i could 'wake' up early. I
suppose staying up till 8 or 9 o' clock in the morning is
completely cheating.
I am so sick and tired of my 'mother' she annoys the hell
out of me. Well I love her. But she has the biggest alcohol
problem like ever! It's irratating.
So I hear shuffling about at like 6.30 in the morning. So I
decided to follow it down stairs to the kitchen only to find
out my mother was there. OK that's fine right? WRONG. I've
never been so wrong in my life. Very very wrong.
When I went back to bed ( to sleep this time ) I was awoke
by my parents having an arguement which is nothing new in my
house believe me.
Yes my Dad does have a very bad way of expressing anger. No
he doens't abuse My mom or me or my brother and sister for
that matter. He just shouts and shouts. and pick these
little things like our rooms just to get mad at us for. OK i
respect that to a certain extent; I do. But he needs to
understand everything that happens is in a box. A box which
certain things stay in and certain things can come out of.
He brings up subject's that can be damn right difficult.
It's not right. But back on to the topic of today and my
very bad day.
So Mom is all mad because my Dad call her something which is
true and she kept repeating it and repeating making it sound
like he was the bad one.
Grr... Is all I can say. and On top of that she kept telling
me she was going to slit her throat with a knife or die from
alcoholism who tells there child that?
It was just sick. Plain sick.
I have to get over it though.
I'm just so annoyed angry and damn right upset.
I need to blow off loads of steam.


FOR NOW; SAOIRSE.




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