Jumbled and Scraps of Thoughts
Nobody is on your side
I got the feeling that nobody is on myside anymore.
Everybody is against me or pretends to be on my side just
to use me.
This weekend I experienced a really weird feeling. My
sister and my daughter seem to be communicating to each
other right in front of me with the looks and eyes, as to
say, see I told you how she is, or how she acts.
The hell with them. I'm so tried of being judged by people
who lives are in shambles anyway. Like hey don't throw
stone from your glass house!
My son and I got into a little tiff because he never speaks
up and mumbles and doesn't follow directions. I told him
to call his dad and ask if he would pay for the balance of
the plane fare, he calls and just asked if he could go
instead of if he would help pay. Then he started hollaring
at me ....I hollared back saying don't hollar at me !!
When he kept doing it I told him to just leave the freakin
room. I look at my sister and she looked at me like I was
being ridiculous, and my daughter looked at her like see I
I'm so tried of being judged by people who lives are in
shambles anyway. Like hey don't throw stone from your
I will admit it hurt my feelings for a split second. Then
my sister tried to act like the extra 50.00 or so shouldn't
be a big deal.....ms money. Well it is to me, and it's the
principle, HE CAN'T help pay for shit and I'm tired of
doing it all alone and then being treated like shit my
these damn teenagers!