bethanycrocker

My Crap
2010-06-26 04:30:57 (UTC)

The Story On Jon cannaday

Okay so, when i first moved to texas, i was a nervous
freak, i was stuck up. but quickly became the quite one
who everyone wanted to talk too beacuse of my accent,

One night i went to a volleyball game with a boy i really
liked at the time, Hunter Glasscock. He was soo hot an was
soo sweet an nice. but he had to leave the game kinda
early, so i went back an his friend jon asked me to sit
with him an i thought nothin of it seein as he was all up
on another girl the whole night. We talked a bit but he
was flirting alot, but i could tell he was a player so i
payed no attention after all, i really liked hunter. but
when the game ened he was like ill brin you to the front
of the school, seein as i had no clue my way around so i
was like cool, then he picked me up an carried me. he was
kinda cute so i went alone with it, but he put me down an
leaned agasint a wall an pulled me close an i started to
get a sick feeling. the feeling where i really wanted
hunter. an jon tryed to kiss me but i said. nahh i like
hunter he was sayin anythin to convince me he was a better
choice. An we ended up makin out ... alot. When i left an
got home, it seemed like the whole school knew. on
facebook hunter was tellin me how much he liked me an i
told him i liked him alot aswell an then everythin changed
he got so mad... he found out about jon. i felt like
throwin up, no matter what i said made it better. so the
next day after school i tryed to explain an he was kinda
about to forgive me but once again JON ruined it, he came
up slapped my ass an handed me his number all IN FRONT OF
HUNTER. i wanted to scream. hunter looked like he was
about to punch jon. an i felt sick. so i left an jon
caught up to me. an we talked & texted for a while. then i
went to his football game & he asked me out. i was soo
happy beacuse i really liked jon.

We were the known couple at school even the teachers knew,
he waited for me after class an we would talk but the
problem was every guy seemed to be interested in me. jon
was extremly jealous. they would talk about me in the
locker room an he had punched someone one day at football
practice an everytime i would tell him how much i liked
him an we fell for eachother more an more. so after two
months we decided to have sex. it seemed right an when we
did it was amazing he told me he loved me that night after
we did it. but once again another problem that night i
made the biggest mistake of my life. i went with
my "friend" Mary Garro to this guy who shes liked house,
an he was 22 witch i didnt know till i saw him. he called
me hot an said i looked better than mary but i told him
eveytime, oh yea my boyfriend thinks so too. so i passed
out at one point an it turned out bad stuff happened.

I found out that mary was really into jon an one of jons
friends dylan davis was really into me, mainly beacuse jon
had me. an one day mary told dylan what happend. an they
both told jon.
I wanted to die. He dumped me. i cryed an of all people
the one to comfort me when i had a break down in class was
hunter. I couldnt help regret my choice that night at the
volleyball game. hunter was perfect but he hated me for
hurtin him.

So a week or so after me an jon broke up. he talked to me
at school an told me he still like me but we couldnt date
beacuse he would look stupid beacuse i "cheated" on him.
but we actted like we did when we were datin an everyone
thought we were together but we werent an things only got
worse from there.

We still had sex alot but we fought twice as much. an the
fights were bad he would tell me he cheated on me. an that
hes got a bunch of girls. i hated that i loved him

But up to presnt date [6/25/10]

after being together since the beging of the year. i think
we are actually over. it breaks my heart everyday. beacuse
i actually love him. an he admitted to my friend im the
only one hes ever done stuff with an that he still loves
me. but i dont know what to believe he sexts my best
friend an she doesnt know im still really into him it
breaks my heart beacuse he makes me jealous an he knows it
works.

so in return i believed him when he said hes fuckin like 5
differant girls, so i went an got with

Colton woith, like 10 times. but he was jealous that i
still loved jon, sooo... i miss him :/
&
Dylan Davis, stickly to get jon mad an it works. but i
feel shit after
&
Kaiden Cook, but jon doesnt know YET.
&
Walker Carroll, that was a MISTAKE
&
i think im about to get with Cooper Ventress.


but the problem is jon is makin me a million times as
jealous as im makin him... and frantly
I Miss Him Soo Much. Im just not sure how to tell him.
I think hes moved on... The other night he told me hes
thinking of askin some girl out, and it made me cry. sad
ay?




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