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ThingsLeftUnsaid
2010-06-21 21:10:19 (UTC)

Goodbye.

Dear friends and family,
I hope you get this message and understand it. I
hope you realize that where I have gone is for the better.
I want you to understand that I never wanted anyone to get
hurt by this (only me).
I hate this world and what it has caused me, But
I don't hate you. One day maybe we'll meet again.
I feel now is the right time to go. So please
don't be upset because Im not worth crying over. Im not
worth anything.
I believe I do not have a place in this world. So
why stay? I will not ammount to anything. I don't want to
be anything and I don't want a life. So that is why Im
giving it all up today. I hate my life so much, and no one
appreciated the fact that Im living. No one wants me here.
Everything just screws you over, and I hate life. I'm just
a speck of dust on this earth. And if I chose to stay, I
would remain that way.
The torment, the pain, the grief, the stress, the
worry, the strain. The never ending pain of a life that
will soon be ending.
So that is why I do not want you to be sad. Be
happy for me. I am happy this way, so there is nothing for
you to be sad over. Finally I will be going somewhere that
I belong.
I will miss you all so much, I wish that I could
take all of you with me. But you'll never feel the pain of
life I feel, so you never would.
This won't be for the worst it will be for the
better. I will have the life I've always dreamed of and we
will see eachother again but for now it's not the time.
I love you all so much and please don't cry. Just
think of the good times we had and how happy I'll be
wherever I go.
Once again, I'll miss you all so very much.
Love, Trenton




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