rdneville1

Don't leave the light on baby
2010-06-21 01:46:26 (UTC)

Father's Day wrap up.....As of 6:30 p.m. I mean.

Well it went better than I imagined, but I didn't imagine it
going well in the first place. I'm still pretty broke until
Friday(payday) but fortunately my diet keeps my food
spending pretty low. My car needed a new battery and it
start when I was leaving my mom's house. It was
particularly awful because it was in front of my entire
family, my sister and her boyfriend gave me a jump and then
my mom's husband palmed me, like 80 bucks to buy a battery.
I need the money, but I was willing to just take the bus
until Friday so I wouldn't have to ask and it was in front
of everyone so now I feel like a big Jerkasaurus Rex, king
of the jerk dinosaurs. Then I go to drop my daughter off at
the ex's house and she's looking amazing and all I want to
do is try to talk to her but I can't because 1)She probably
doesn't want to and 2) I can't turn the car off until I get
to Autozone to buy the battery.

So now I'm home and I have a lot of frustration to work out
so I'm going lift for a little bit and then got hit the bike
at the gym until I can't pedal anymore.

I really should start going out more and meeting people.
Not hooking up type stuff, just associating with people
outside of the usual suspects. My friend from work keeps
inviting me to her church, that sounds like something to do
but I just don't know how my daughter would do in Sunday
school. I really should go, I've been slowly making my way
through the bible but it's not exactly as exciting as I
hoped it'd be. All the people around my apartment are
either A) not the kind of people I want to hang out with
or...Well pretty much just that. My sister's boyfriend is
going to start playing basketball, which I think I'll start
doing again. I used to play a lot and I think it'll be a
good chance to hang out with other people that I don't
already know.

I think selling the Wii and Xbox 360 was the best thing I
could have done because right now I have a craving to play
since I have some free time and instead I'm going to do some
more productive stuff. I was telling my sister that when I
get mature enough to be able to handle it in a less time
consuming manner I'll maybe buy and Xbox again. But who
knows if that'll ever happen? All I know is that my Call of
Duty skills hasn't helped me one bit so maybe I'm not
missing much.

Well diary, I'm off to pump some iron and then pedal a bike
to nowhere. Hopefully I'll write again soon.




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