KC DarkFire

FrEaK oN a LeAsH
2010-06-20 18:36:13 (UTC)

I hate seeing them cry

I feel horrible about leaving my nephews at church today,
the three who were asking to leave. My oldest nephew didn't
cry, but he was mad.

It was their mother who made them cry.

I'm sorry that I couldn't just tell her to fuck-off and what
a bitch she is, but my mom and dad raised me better than
that. I would not make a public scene. I'm disgusted by her
more so now than ever. Her second youngest son was brought
to tears by her before we even went to go get the eldest.I
held him for a while rocking back and for as she stormed
back into the building. She was mad at HIM for wanting to
leave the bore of church. He's only 7 and she had him in
tears while he was trying to nicely tell her he didn't want
to stay or go with her. Later she called their want to leave
disrespectful of her choice to go to church; they were being
polite and respectful about their refusal.

I went by and saw their dad afterwards, told him I loved and
missed him; wished him a happy father's day. Promised to
protect them the best I can and teach them what he taught
me.

This is the first time I cried in a long while.

I just can't stand her treatment of them.

I find fault in her reasoning about "WE go to church." SHE
goes to church when it convenient for her and when her boy
toy will go. THEY go when she forces them to.

BIG ass difference to me.

She kissed up to them by taking them out to eat at a place
we all love. Now she is here and I find revolution at the
sight of her. Wish she would go jump off a bridge with a
rocky bottom most of the time.

Guess that was mean of me, oh well, not like I care about
her feelings anymore.




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