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My life, usually sucks.
2010-06-17 22:31:08 (UTC)

first entry!

Hey, so i decided i would try venting my feeling by
writing a diary and everyone can see it, maybe to give
advice!
So anyways, to start off, my name: Kaitlyn, but call me
katie.
i have a few friends, named julia, valeria, alessia and
angelica (twins) and angela.
my life kinda sorta sucks though.
i used to be friends with this girl and she is really
nice, named carley, but now she just hates me. heres why:
we were at her birthday party and i had found out she was
the one who prank called me last year, and kept me
wonderin who it was. so i was pretending to get mad at her
but she thought i was being serious, so she got mad at me.
=/
After that she wouldnt talk to me and when we finally made
up, she treated me different. we werent the best friends
we used to be.
afterwards, she decided she didnt like me and she got all
my other friends to agree and they didnt wanna be my
friends but today julia and me decided we DID wanna be
friends so now we ARE friends. but i miss carley. we used
to be the best of friends and i hated her for a while but
now i just wanna go back to the friendship we had before
all this shit started. and today on facebook i was getting
hate messages from this girl anna, who is carleys friend.
seriously she was just being a bitch and saying my friends
now dont really like me. then when i say how would she
know she says im being a bitch to her. i dont get it, i
try to be my nicest and never get people mad, but i always
screw something up. and it hurts to feel so alone. btw my
parents are divorced so i was gunna move to niagara falls
next year with my mom but apparently i am not old enough
to choose where i can live/which parent, so were stuck
here till im 14. looks like next year will be a another
year of hell. well on a different note i am a video game
freak so you will proabably hear alot about nintendo
games. and i love justin bieber. yes i love video games
and justin bieber? is that wrong?
Well what ever, youll hear alot about both of those things
i think. here are what the messages were on FB ( btw no
last names are there.

her: R we friends?
Me:on facebook or in life?
On facebook no
In real life, i dont know, its up to you i guess..
Her: don't kno if I should be ur friend. Sorry for ur sis
( in the hospital, i know, my life ricks rite?)
Me:i dont really care if you wanna be my friend anymore,
and thank you
Her:Get a friend that they care ab u kk
Me:I hope you know i DO have friends that care about me..
Her: ( here is when i go WTF?)Actually u need to get a
life. U just come around to find friends for yourself cuz
your lonely n have no friends. Angela n Valeria no longer
hang out with u. They just hang with u for a while. But
the way u talk to me on fb I don't think u are nice at
all. They care ab u just for rite now. What Julia n Carley
n other people told me ab u is true. U look very nice the
outside but really not. Like the way u talk me rite now.
Btw don't want to be ur friend n I never want to be ur
friend. That's my opinion.
Me: okay thats ur opinion, but how would u know valeria
and angela dont wanna be my friend? and i am not even
saying anything mean to you, and you know that talking
about people behind their backs is a mean thing to do
right?
Her: just telling u the truth. And they not gonna tell u
the truth ab u. I'm being honest here. If u don't believe
me go ask Julia n Carley. They not gonna tell u the truth
either. Don't be like. U act nice in the first place n
begin to act like a bitch no one will believe war ever u
said that make yourself nicer. Kk I'm not talkin behind
peoples back kk And don't even bother me.
Me:uhm just so you know, you fully said "What ppl tell me
bout you is true" which means you talk about me! im not
being a bitch you are, and i told valeria, and dont worry,
she agreess too, and dont talk for her. shes right beside
me now. your not being honest, your just trying to hurt my
feelings, well guess what, i know the truth and your just
a bitch. you think i dont hear what ppl say about you?
yeah, everyone in grade 8 say your a bitch and you think
your all that because you learned to speak english. so
shut up. and i hope you know next year in high school, you
wont have all the ppl younger then you, but noone your age
even wants to be friends with you. have fun being alone in
high school
Her:U don't kno wat high school I'm going to. So don't
tell me wat to do cuz I kno wat I'm doin with my life rite
now. English is my second language and I don't give a fuck
ab u. All the words u say it's proof ur personallities.
And u shouldn't added me on fb in the first place cuz I'm
not ur friend any (more? shes stupid, i know)
Me:i didnt add you retard! and valeria learned english,,
she doesnt think it makes her cool, she learned it WAY
earlier then you. shes right beside me too, and dont think
she isnt getting pissed too. and doesnt matter what high
school your going to, because either way, all
your 'friends' in grade 7 will be in grade 8 next year and
oyu wont have friends. so maybe you should understand what
someone says ebfore. and i didnt start being a bitch, you
did with the whole, val doesnt care. if she only cares for
a while, then how do you know she would care about you
huh? now leave me alone, i have to go to school.unlike you
because you didnt even go to ottawa,( trip for grad) and
if you did, all your friends are here.
Her: ( more wtf moments. i think she just knew i was right
and didnt know how to respond.)This is fuckin herlarious
hahahahaha
Me:glad to know your getting a laugh out of this. wtf?




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