Cheyenne Flint

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2010-06-16 21:06:28 (UTC)

Drama Drama Drama

Why so much drama?

Am I hungry or just stressed? This is a question I had to
ask myself today. Didn't matter. I ate.

When I get really stress and can feel my skin almost
peeling off it seems, I get the urge to eat, and eat
anything. Not necessarily sweets or junk food, I'll eat a
Big salad. But I've got to eat.

This is not good. Family sucks. I've chased the dream of
the perfect family since 17 years old. I wanted a child
and a husband. When I had the child without a husband the
problems started. I was then on a never ending hunt for
the perfect situation to simulate the perfect family.

I never found it needless to say. My husbands were
assholes and cheaters, my children have grown up without
fathers and become assholes at time also.

I finally marry the love of my life and I think it's going
to be all good. NOT. I just want to live my life for me
now, and be with him, enjoying life. I love my children to
a fault, but I'm so ready for them to live their lives and
let me live mine before it's too late, before I die or my
husband leaves me because of all the drama they cause.