Kitten

Confessions of madness
2010-06-13 15:48:01 (UTC)

Brain, please come back!

So i think my brain has gone for a bit of a holiday and left
my emotions in charge, which is never a good idea cause they
don't know which way is which. I would blame it on my period
but usually when bleeding, im just the most miserable git ever.
The other day i was convinced what i wanted was a boyfriend.
Someone to spend time with. To make love to. To buy gifts
ect ect ect blah blah. Now ive decided i don't need a man. I
need a vibrator. Much cheaper and better pleasure. So on its
way is a little black bunny shaped vibrator for me. Im going
to give him a name and then he shall be the love of my life.
Though i doubt he's gunna stop the endless amounts of men
running after me. It sounds so
arrogent/vain/cocky/superficial but there are so many men
trying to get with me its unbelievable. I have no idea why
but they just keep popping up! Ive had about 5 marriage
proposals THIS YEAR, even though i haven't been with a man
at all this year. Ive got atleast 20 guys at this current
point in time trying to get into my panties and ive had
about 10 people tell me they have fallen in love with me.
WHERE THE FUCK DO THESE PEOPLE COME FROM! I really can't
understand it. And on the downside, im not attracted to ANY
of them. Some of them are really nice people. Attactive,
smart, funny, kind, the lot. But i just don't want to be
with any of them.
The only guy i want to be with ever is my ex-boyfriend who
unfortunatly DIED 7 years ago so im screwed! BRAIN COME BACK
AND TELL ME WHAT TO DO!