titchwithpitch

Broken Dreams
2010-06-12 22:56:26 (UTC)

Why...?

First entry and I'm nervous aha it feels weird talking like
this but never mind I guess I'm just going to get used to
it.
Well I've had a lot going on lately and to say the least its
been a stressful couple of months(more than usual), I've
been having tests on my heart,preparing for a jaw
operation,got diagnosed with clinical depression, trying to
finish my course and get into university and to be quite
honest its not like my family have been that helpful but I
guess that's a story for another entry.It's just all been so
much and I'm on the verge of exploding if something else
happens.
But today , what a day for a start my nan had a really bad
fall and now she's in hospital and I'm not allowed to see
her :( because my dad and step-mum actually hate me (I'm not
joking either) so I've just been sitting in my room hiding
from them because I can apparently do something wrong just
by being in the same room. Oh well I guess its all going to
be over soon, at least I hope so because everyone seems to
enjoy making me feel non-human.
The thing is this morning I was having a good day(for me)
and well it was all peachy and then 10 seconds on the phone
to my mum and my day progressively got worse but hey my
whole family hates me and goes out of their way to make me
really miserable.
Meh I feel like I'm whining on but this is supposed to help
get everything out XD. I'm really not that used to doing
this it feels sort of not natural for me.
Anyway I think I will leave it at that for today and maybe
I'll feel a little braver tomorrow, it could help I guess.
Over and Out
Titch
x




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