frikkenkutie

dear diary
2010-06-09 22:17:16 (UTC)

Later in the year

By now ray and me are past the i love you's. Me and him
got farther from eachother, he would'nt hug me anymore he
would'nt say hi nothing! i got so peed (i don't use the
word pissed lol) i was standing right there to see what
he'll do he just walks right past me without looking. So I
texted like "are we not freinds!?" I called him and sais
are you busy he said no but a whole bunch of people were
talking in the background so i told him i'd call him
later. So at like 10:00 a'clock at night i ask him are we
still freinds he was like always n 4eva so i was like yes!
then he called me i missed i called em back nd yea. next
day it was back to the same thing hanging out stuff like
that. Suddenly, things became to much for me so i told him
i did'nt like him like that anymore so he said why did'nt
you tell me later, i said because i did'nt want you to be
mad it was like we were going out but still freinds, and
it was to much i was so confused. i was so in love and i
did'nt want to be and the more we became closer the more
he loved me and the more i loved him. More on that later
peace! :b




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