Going thru the motion
Feels like life doesn't really have a purpose anymore. I do
work hard and I have new friends that I enjoy hanging out
with since Ex left. It's just not the same. There is no
fighting anymore but just a lot of quiet time at home.
Pretty pathetic life. Just trying to do the right thing in
life but it sure is boring.
Ex keeps telling me she loves me and misses me. This while
she is at her bf's house. Fuck that shit! Maybe I'm not in
the greatest moment of my life but I sure don't want the
mental abuse she used to give. I told Ex that she shouldn't be
texting me anymore.
She kept texting saying she misses me, blah, blah blah.
Lies... all lies. I told her she says this while she is
under the roof of the man she had an affair with. I'm not an
idiot, she is probably still fucking him.
Anyway, I told her to stop stop stop!!! It ended up with me not
even reading her email anymore and just me telling her I
have been deleting her mail without reading them. The final
one was Saturday morning. So far, she hasn't emailed me since.
Guess I'll take a nap before I go out and look for a bike
rack. I'm going to start biking shortly so hopefully I can
find a rack that suits me.