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2010-06-05 02:01:52 (UTC)

Is something wrong with me ?

*sigh* .
No one seems to notice the slightest things , that or they just don't care :L .
My parents don't care ,
My sister doesn't care ,
Even my dog doesn't seem to care :S .
A majority of my friends don't seem to care ,
My boyfriend doesn't care ,
The teachers don't care ,

Not even my best friend seems to care . I'll tell you what she said to me ?
I told her that I think that Im depressed and I was thinking of suicide and
then she's like " Oh well , when you do tell me first and leave me some of
your mangas and stuff :) " . She even told me ways I could kill myself without
feeling and pain . She's like " Oh , you can go in a closed up space and burn
charcoal then you'll eventually faint cause you can't breathe and die :D " .

. . . What the fuck =_= . Thanks for the support ?


I'm not sure , something just feels different .
I don't feel like eating nowadays and I can't be bothered to do the things I
love . I can't be bothered to go out places , I just feel like staying in my room.

Since when have I felt like crying more than 5 times a day ?
Is something wrong with me ?

Its been raining all week and suddenly the sky is blue and the sun is out , I
hate it . I'm hungry :( . I'm going to attempt eating then call my ' best friend ' .
Maybe she can give me tips on being bullimic =_= . What a FABULOUS
friend =_=" .

Let's see how many weeks I can last until I end up killing myself .


-Errynn.xx




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