Cookie's Land XD

Cookie
2010-06-04 09:44:48 (UTC)

My past .

dear diary , I'm 13 I'll be 14 in august(leo) and in 6th
grade(i failed 2 grades) so about my past . i used to live
in Arizona but now i live in Florida . I have an older
brother josh(19)hes a drop out older sister ruth(17)also a
drop out and a little sister hannah(12) also in 6th grade .
i have both my parents . my dad used to leave A LOT . i
think i was 7 the first time he left . my mom and dad had a
big fight in front of my neighbor and some others . I'm
pretty sure they were both high . they were fighting till it
got outside . my mom wouldn't let him leave so he pushed her
. she fell on the daughter of the people who were working on
the house . she was 3 . my neighbor's corey and ethan and
there mom stacy were there . my mom yelled at my sister's
and brother and me to go to her house with corey and ethan
while the cops come . i'm still shocked i was the only one
to cry . even though i was a cry baby but still! my older
sister and brother both have a different dad , haven't met
him dont want to . thats all i can remember of that night .
my dad ended up getting out of jail because my mom didn't
press charges so he got out pretty fast . he moved back to
Arizona to his sister who now has 3 kid but at the time only
had 2 . he treated us all like crap on the phone and my mom
got a new boy friend . his name was rich . he was rude ugly
fat and had no teeth ! i always fell for every cute boy .
now that i think about it a lot of boys that were cute than
are ugly now :D . so what was going to be my step brother
was my crush XD . my older sister and brother told me how
wrong it was but i still didn't care . still don't , it was
only child's play so who cares?? so anyways my mom and rich
broke up and we found out that my dad had a girl friend
named kim who was carrying my dads baby . she had an
abortion (poor child never had a chance) my mom wrote a
letter to my dad (btw she had a eating disorder at the time)
and kim got mad never gave him the letter . he found them
and finally came back on x-mas night . aha nice x-mas
present that was? he didn't look like he was on drugs at all
. i could barley recognize him . i think by that time i was
8. when i was 10 my mom got high on zanex and fell asleep .
my little sister woke her up because my brother had friends
over (corey ethan and ian )(ian lived here) and only let my
older sister in the room ( bad idea to leave a 10 and9 alone
) so she got mad and was yelling at my brother . she was
about to go after him when my older sister threw a soda at
her ( shes always throwing sodas at people!!!!) and she hit
my mom in the head she ran out of the room and my mom came
out and started punching her in the head . my and my little
sister were right there! well finally my dad came out after
20 seconds of my sister being punched in the head and me and
my little sister yelling . he pulled my mom off her and i
got down and just hugged my older sister who was yelling at
my mom . we all ended up sitting in my brothers room while
my mom left (corey and ethan were long gone before the fight
) (poor ian had to sit through it and watch) in the morning
she came back and said her sorrys after talking to my older
sister and begging her to forgive her they became closer in
a way?? well thats it for now in a little bit im going to
tell you about my 5th grade school year! XD what fun.




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