The View From Down Here
Yes, I have depression, and it feels so much worse
right now. Ethan and I broke up. So did Cameron and
Ashley, but Cameron isn't ready to be in another
relationship even thought we already love eachother. I
feel sad all the time. I've been forgetting to take my
meds. It makes me really naseous. I can't help but feeling
all alone. My birthday party is this saturday, and I want
nothing more than to see Cameron and hold him in my arms.
It's so hard to love someone so far away, and I don't know
if I can do it anymore. But I know I can't let go of him.
Not with out actually being together for a little while.
Any way, I plan on writing an entry on medicine and all
it's corruptions in the world and how it's killing us, but
I'm too depressed to do that right now. Until then...