Sephera95

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2010-06-03 02:19:32 (UTC)

6-2-10 Depression

Yes, I have depression, and it feels so much worse
right now. Ethan and I broke up. So did Cameron and
Ashley, but Cameron isn't ready to be in another
relationship even thought we already love eachother. I
feel sad all the time. I've been forgetting to take my
meds. It makes me really naseous. I can't help but feeling
all alone. My birthday party is this saturday, and I want
nothing more than to see Cameron and hold him in my arms.
It's so hard to love someone so far away, and I don't know
if I can do it anymore. But I know I can't let go of him.
Not with out actually being together for a little while.
Any way, I plan on writing an entry on medicine and all
it's corruptions in the world and how it's killing us, but
I'm too depressed to do that right now. Until then...


Sephera


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