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Rowan Redfern and her Life
2010-05-31 05:26:15 (UTC)

Not Getting Over It

I thought I was working on getting over Dom...until this
morning. I dreamed about him in this alternate reality
where he saved me from the clutches of his exgirifriend
and I saved him from Ashley. I understand why I dreamed
it, but it upsets me to find that in reality, I miss Dom.
I know that's really pathetic, but I felt loved while he
held me. I felt that everything is ok while I was with
him. He protected me. Why did it all have to be a lie? Why
did he have to ruin my first real relationship? All day
today I could not stop thinking about him. His hair, his
eyes, his black Yankees baseball cap that he wears
backwards, the West Point sweatshirt that he never takes
off, the conversations that we had, his laugh, his smile.
I didn't understand why he wanted to go to West Point at
first, but now I do. He wants stability. Stability: the
one thing we all search for but can't seem to get. I have
no choice anymore but to get over him. He doesn't want me.
I have to heal.




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