babyjack66

babyjack66
2010-05-27 17:41:46 (UTC)

Long Time

May 27, 2010
I started this at the beginning of the year. I made
three posts, and then I just stopped. I guess online
diaries aren't my thing. But I guess I can tell you what's
happened since then. I still love my ex-boyfriend. He
still has many other girls. I met someone new. I've
actually met a few new people. At the beginning of the
year I met Taylor. Major flirt and pretty cute. He reminds
me of Scott sometimes. I think that's what attracted me to
him in thwe first place, sadly. No big deal. He has a new
girlfriend now named Emily. Taylor does, not Scott. I
don't keep track of his girlfriends anymore. I've recently
come out to my friends as bi-sexual. I guess it's good to
finally get it off my chest. I thought maybe it was just
an envy thing over other girls bodies. That was the first
time. I just pushed it aside. But Im over it now. Im not
gonna tell my mom or dad though. Im not sure how my dad
would react, and my mom would hold it against me for the
rest of my life. Plus she'd tell my step-dad. Not
happening. Anywasy, my friends have changed a lot. Miranda
now tells me a lot aboput what goes on with her and her ex-
boyfriend Cody. And I met Anna, who is amazing. It sucks
she is leaving though. She is moving to South Burlington.
Lameee. I mean, I know I'm going to Essex Tech, and she is
going to Burlington, but we would at least get to see each
ohther in the mornings if she still came to Colchester!
Anyways. I've also met Mallory, Rosslyn, Michelle, Amber,
etc. I've made and lost friends. I've had and lost
crushes. Except for Taylor. Even though I'm sure he
doesn't like me, I can't help but like him. Just like how
I can't get over Scott, no matter what stupid, man-whore-
ish thing he does. I'm in Business and Technology right
now with Miranda and Sarah. Bored as hell. Supposed to be
working on my website, but I'mpretty much finished,
sooo... And later I have to seriously catch up on
homework... I have all summer to hang out with Shelby. She
thinks she might be bi too, but I think she's just hitting
that confused/curious stage. I personally think that maybe
she just wanted a reaction from me, but I'm perfectly
calm. She says she finds this one girl attractive, Jackie,
and maybe me. I don't know how to react to that. I'm not
really crushing on anyone other than Taylor and Scott. Oh,
actually that's a lie. I definitely met someone last
night. His name is Mikey. But before I tell you about him,
I have a little story to tell. A few weeks ago, a freshman
girl named Jen Brock became friends with Anna. Later on,
they had a bit of an issue over this guy, but then it
became something more. Then, Jen went and told Anna that
her and all her friends are "nasty b****es," and "nasty
c***s." Definitely not okay. So now whenever I see her, I
say "Nasty B****," because it pissed me off just a little
that some girl that doesn't even know me was calling both
me, my friends, and Anna these things. Absolute bull. So
this Mikey guy that I met is apparently Jen's younger
brother. Perfect, right? It's so ironic that a guy I like
is the brother to a girl that now hates my guts. Amazing.
So, that's all for now. I'll give more info later.




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