MaggyEvans

The Blue Whale
2010-05-26 22:50:28 (UTC)

Today

Here I am sitting again, with nothing to do, at home
feeling useless. My daughter is worth everything, she is
sleeping right now. I wanted to write something, but not
where it could be found by my husband or friend or
family. I spend my days waiting for my daughter to get
out of school, then waiting for my husband to get home
from work late at night. he is second shift and works
overtime. I wonder how much is working some slut. I
caught him talking to some girls, and i still stayed with
him. I feel like i am going to ruin my daughters life if
i leave him. She is so scared of me divorcing him . she
is so sensative. I dont want to ruin her life. So i guess
ill sacrafice mine, believe me she is worth it! She is my
everything. I do love my husband a lot. I just think
after him talking to other woman, there is no trust
anymore. Do all men cheat? who knows it seems like it. I
never would have thought he would do that after so many
years togther. But I am fat and not so atractive now. I
have had med probs and I can see that getting tiring. I
wonder if he ever even wanted me at all or for how long he
cheated on me before i found out. So here i sit , feeling
useless and waiting.




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