bear cub

musings of life
2010-05-25 08:30:30 (UTC)

Tears

Why is it that when I feel what I need most in life right
now is to cry, I can't have it? I seem to find that a lot
in my life. I feel I need unity with my family, I can't
have it. I feel I need companionship with a woman, I can't
have it. But crying, crying would make me so happy. My
last girlfriend viewed crying as a sign of weakness, an
immature way of showing emotions. What she had was a gift.
She showed and helped me to cry, once. Ever since I've
wanted to be able to cry like she did. I held her in my
arms so many times as we lay together and she cried.

Why won't they flow?

Why won't my tears symbolize my sadness and my
lonesomeness?

Get real motherfucker, men don't cry. Buck up and take the
hits like a fucking man.
What people believe this non-sensical stereotype of a man?
It's complete garbage. Tears are a sign of joy, a way to
relieve stress and God knows I've built up sress. I don't
know any man that would admit to crying. Help one another
help ourselves. Someone help me to cry. Hear my words.

I believe if I speak my thoughts, they will reach
someone's heart. I sincerely hope that someone will help
me to get in touch with my emotions once again.




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