meg566

meg'sdiary
2010-05-24 23:11:10 (UTC)

New Diary

Hey-
This is a new online diary that no one will be able to see. I'm actually pretty
happy that I found this. Numero Uno because it's sectartive and numero dos
it will probally be fun to have an online journal so I can accesss it from
anywhere on my phone or on the computer or you know whateves. Well today
I had my math exam which I am freaking the fudge out about because I think
I did good but then I don't want to be overly confident and then be
dissipointed if I don't do well. One thing that annoys me so frickin' much is
that everyone is like "Oh science is easy and I would cry a B- on my exams
and blah , blah , blah" It'slike shut the HECK UP!!!!!!! I don't understand
science and today I was with Amelia and MAB and they KNOW that I dont do
good in Science and they were all like science is easy and this and that and
whatever!!!!!! It just pisses me off SO FRICKIN' much!!!!!!!!!!! And then we were
talking about the test we got back so we could study and Amelia and MAB
were talking about this one test that I got a 75 on. And they were all like
Megan , you got a D on that test. And I was like ARE YOU STUPID!!!! THE TEST
IS RIGHT FRICKIN' HERE AND HOW IN GOD'S NAME WOULD YOU KNOW WHAT
I GOT ON MY SCIENCE TEST!!!! LIKE SERIOULSY ARE YA'LL STUPID!!! And then
MAB and Amelia were "venting" about how hard it is to be them and that no
one understands. But there lives are better then mine because they were born
into privallged WHITE families that have money. But I'm a black child born
into a middle class BLACK family! Which makes it harder because everyone is
gonna know you're black and they're gonna treat you diffrent but no one is
gonna know if you're adopeted or if your a twin!! So while they moap and
complain out loud I keep my thoughts private so I won't have to hear their
bull crap about my life is so "PLUSH" and I never have to do anything. They
can think what they want but they will NEVER know how I feel being black and
I will never know how they feel about being adopted or being a twin. But in
those cases I sympathize more for Amelia because being a twin isn't as bad a
MAB says it is. MAB is just a drama queen so whateves. Well I got to go study
so... LATER!!!!!! See you tommorw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well maybe if I have time.
Well...
BYE
XOXO MEGS




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