UPINYA

The beggining of hell
2010-05-24 16:10:18 (UTC)

he's out

TODAY IS THE 24TH @ 845 AM AND MARIO JUST CALLED HE SAID HES
ON HIS WAY TO THE BART STATION IN RICHMOND HE WANTED TO KNOW
WHERE HIS THINGS WERE AT I TOLD HIM VIC'S JUST LIKE I SAID
THEY WOULD B. HE SAID CAN WE TALK I SAID THERE'S NOTHING TO
TALK ABOUT, YOU CHEATED I'M DONE HE SAID OH ITS LIKE THAT IS
IT THE REASON HE SAID HE CHEATED WAS BCUZ I WOULDN'T TELL
HIM WHY I WASN'T GETTING ACCESS TO THE GARAGE WHEN I WAS
MOVING AND BCUZ SOMEONE TEXT HIM SUPPOSEDLY FROM MY PHONE,
BUT IT WAS NOT FROM MY PHONE ITS CALLED PHELSHING OR
SOMESHIT AND ANYONE CAN DO IT IF THEY HAVE A COMPUTER. BUT
HE DOESN'T WANT TO HERE THAT HE JUST SAYS "WHEN HE NEEDED ME
THE MOST I WASN'T THERE". I SAID "YOU LEFT ME WHEN I WAS IN
THE HOSPITAL" AND HE SAID "NO" I SAID "IT DOESN'T MATTER I'M
DONE" HE SAID "OH U MUST BE SEEIN SOMEONE ELSE" I SAID "IT
HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT YOU CHEATED ON ME AND I'M DONE".
HE SAID "OKAY BYE BYE NOW".

SO DOES THAT MEAN HE'S GONNA LEAVE ME ALONE OR DOES THAT
MEAN HE'S GONNA GET HOME AND WANT TO FUCK WITH ME BCUZ HE
THINKS I DESERTED HIM? I WILL HAVE TO CROSS THAT BRIDGE WHEN
IT PRESENTS ITS SELF TO ME ALL I CAN DO. I JUST HOPE HE
DOESN'T HURT ME I DON'T HAVE THAT COMING. I HOPE HE WILL
REALIZE THIS AND JUST MOVE ON BUT HES GOT NO WHERE TO STAY
AND THAT WILL CAUSE HIM TO BE MADE EVEN IF ITS AT HIMSELF HE
WILL WANT TO DIRECT IT TOWARDS SOMEONE AND ME BEING ALONE
AND NO FAMILY HE KNOWS HE CAN GET TO ME.

I HAVE NO ONE IN MY CORNER THAT CAN DO ANYTHING OR THAT IS
WILLING TO DO ANYTHING AND HE KNOWS THIS NOT EVEN MY
"BOYFRIEND" OF THE PAST MONTH OR TWO IS THERE FOR ME, HE
MOVED ALL HIS THINGS OUT THURSDAY AND HE'S GONNA B STAYING
SOMEWHERE ELSE HOW SWEET HUH AND HES THE ONE THAT SAID "YOU
HAVE NO ONE IN YOUR CORNER WILLING TO STAND UP TO HIM,{YA
MOTHERFUCKER NOT EVEN YOU!}

THIS FUCKING SUCKS, WE WERENT EVEN HAPPY I WASN'T HAPPY HE
WAS OUT ALL NITE EVERY NITE WHY WOULD HE WANT TO CAUSE ME
PROBLEMS?




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