Syah Beatz

My World And Me
2010-05-23 13:52:36 (UTC)

So Confuse...

Relationships are hard work. Dont ever think its easy. I
have a gf. Her name is Hamizah. She is special to me. We
have been together bout a month now. But she have change
alot...into something that i dont like at all. I agree im
a coward coz i dun wan to hurt her feelings by saying i
dont like wat she have become. Im a fcuking coward!!!
SERIOUSLY!!!! I really love her...but i dont noe how she
really feels bout me. We argued coz she say that some guys
are good at sweet talking...but they dont mean it. She
thought that im the same. I tried my best to show her that
im not...but i failed to do so. FUCK! I read what she
wrote on her blog. I then notice that she lied bout some
stuff. She told me that she cant msg me anymore for the
day...but at her blog..she wrote: this few days i have
been messaging with Hazli random things. She lied!!! My
friends ask me to move on....but how can i move on if my
heart is still holding on.....

Syah Beatz


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