StillGrowingX3

tanning might help ?

So im feeling seriously emotional all of a sudden .
Just watched vampire diaries ,& now i downloaded that song
bloodstream . i think im going to kill myself with all
this sudden random confusing emotion .. I just got like ,
sad , envious , pitiful , determined , hopeful yet
hopeless .. I WANT TO DO SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE CARE
ABOUT ! i know , everyone says it , but i feel like i wont
feel right until i do . until i prove i can do something
in this world , that brings joy . such as when i make a
twitter , i want people to like , follow me , to care what
i have to say . instead of me following everyone else . I
just , want to make something of my life , i know , i
know , im only like 14 , whhat am i fretting about ?
YEAH , well soon amanda , your gonna be like 25 & then you
wont have as much time , but i guess i just have to
beleieve , i just have to ... hope .
but like about the VD , seriously people , im dying here .
WILL DAMON FALL FOR KATHERINE ? please say no .. i cant
beleive they kissed. poor damon thought it was elena . &
this song , just reminds me of sadness , god knows why .
WELL , I HOPE SOMETHING HAPPENS TODAY TO MAKE EVERYONE A
LITTLE HAPPIER (: