Focus

Over the hills and through the woods❣️
2010-05-20 13:17:39 (UTC)

Today is May 20 a rainy & sad..

Today is May 20 a rainy & sad day. We got in an argument
about a invitation he received from his niece for the boys
to go to incredible pizza. My youngest brought it to my
attention . HE DID NOT !...So I asked him about it & we
began to argue! WOW really, It was that serious. I mean
you could have came to me & asked me but you didnt. You
just figured you was gonna go there without me with just
the boys & that would be that. Man I tell you . God has
got to intervene in this relationship because I dont know
where else to turn ! I really feel like I am losing a
battle that I already knew was not mine so WHY am I
tripping. Because I guess in all these years I wanted it
to work so bad & I was blinded to sooooooo many factors
that were right before my eyes. I just went on as if they
were not there. God I pray right now in your name to help
me thru this mess Im in. I asked him why is he here if we
are goin to continue to be disconnected ? Is this all
worth the pain? Is this all worth them having their dad?
Is this all worth arguing almost everyday . Is it? I think
not . God I want to move .. help me I have been on this
road leading to nowhere 4 far 2 long & I'm tired. I need
your help again . Because I cant get out of this without
U. We really have not been talking 2 each other. I feel
there is someone else he sees. I just dont have solid
proof. When is this all gonna be over? I hope soon .




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