elvis

my mind
2010-05-12 02:49:50 (UTC)

the way he makes me feel

so i love Michel Jackson. and that's not what im going to
talk about but what i am going to talk about is this kid!
omg we can talk on the phone forever. lmao no not really.
okay so this guy that i go to school with has liked me for
about 3 years. and when i first found out i was like umm
okay i guess this could work. but the thing is... is that he
was just to shy and to nerdy. so nothing happened we where
just friends. but then he never stopped always asking me out
and stuff and i felt bad but i would allway turn him down.
so we talk alot and he tells me all about his secrets and i
tell him SOME of mine. but the thing is hes a really sweet
guy. and i know that looks arn't EVERYTHING and i know that
i have no room to talk. im not the hottest ass out there.
but i mean like i dont think that i could date him because
like hes never done anything with a girl. i mean NOTHING i
was the first girl that he held hands with and i mean hes
never kissed anyone. its like it would be weird for me
because when it comes to guys i dont like to be in control
you know what i mean. i like to know that hes going to take
the lead on everything. but if i where to do anything with
this guy then i would have to like play the guy till he got
the hang of it. idk what i should do. i dont want to 'date'
him then like 3 weeks latter realize that its not going to
work. that would brake his heart. and im not mean enough to
put someone through that. so i guess im just looking for
help. PLLLLEAS

-ELVIS
-5/11/10




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