~LeoNa~

~Thoughts of a Lioness~
2010-05-11 19:21:08 (UTC)

Being The Bigger Woman ....

So a bunch of little stuff has gone on since i last wrote.

Finally finished the move on Saturday and got back my
deposit with no drama ;) Was a long two days of moving but
it's fnally done and im OFFICIALLY living with my baby 3
He would stay with me for months in my apartment and then
i've been in his since about last August so we both said we
were ready to take the step and make it official .... and i
couldnt be happier :)
Had a moment though when we finally drove off ... cried
pretty good and he was so sweet ... he was trying to
comfort me and make me smile :) I mean im so VERY happy to
be doing this with him but that was my first apartment ...
the place that made me learn how to really stand on my own
two feet ... the one i lived off Ramen Noodles on LoL ...
The one that really made me become a woman ..........
It was just bitter sweet i guess !!
But now we get to fucus on making this apartment OUR
home .. and saving up to buy one of those B-E-A-UTIFUL
condos or townhouses on the water we love so much ... I
love this man so so so so much and i'm glad i get to be the
woman 2take care of him .. make him a home .. and a family3

The drama has been quiet except for a few little things
that rubbed me the wrong way ......

Work sucks with all the nosey people in everybodys buisness
but I have just learned to keep my head down .. blast my
IPhone ... and just get through the day .... I HATE THEM
ALL HERE LoL !!!

Aside from that my boyfriends daughters mother got on my
nerves ... but thats nothing new :/ Idk what happened
yesterday ... but when he dropped the baby to her and came
back upstairs she called a bit later and the screaming he
was doing at her was nuts :x Idk what she said or asked
cause by the time he was done I wasn't gonna ask him to
tell me what happened. Just wanted to hold him and try to
get him to relax. I know my baby and he just needed to cool
off and he'll tell me when he's not so hot about the
situation. But i absolutly HATE HATE HATE when she gets him
like that !!! I HATE seeing my baby upset and aggrivated
like that ... it's just not cool and i feel so helpless
with what he's dealing with at times. I mean I can only be
there for him and comfort him ... when in reality I would
love to just give her a good old blanket party ;)

PLUS ... she is having problems with her apartment and
asked to move in with him ...................
And even invited him to go on vacation with her ...........

Now that kind of stuff i really can't get mad at her for
and I just have to eat because she still doesn't know about
me ... Even though im sure if she did she would still be a
twat and do stupid stuff like that. And Yep that's
right .... She is suck a syco and so obsessed with him that
she has no idea he is in a commited relationship with
someone. I mean the woman has threatened him A NUMBER of
times about having a girlfriend and what she'd do. Plus
she's been violent with him in the past about a number of
things and put marks on him so I could care less if she
knows about me or not ... just as long as my love has one
less headache from her. Now she's gonna learn about me
eventually ... i mean hello we moved in together and we
plan on getting married and having kids .... but even when
that happens im not worried about this dumb bitch. My baby
would put her through a wall b4 he would let her come near
me .... and as for me ... trust i can DEFF handle myself. I
mean dont get me wrong, i will DEFF 100% try to avoid any
and all confrentation with her ... even if it means
being "punked" or swallowing my pride, because no matter
what she is the mother of my boyfriends daughter (which i
will always hold her in respect for)and I would never want
to create any more drama for my boyfriend because the man
has enough .....

Well ... my day is comming to an end and i'm about to meet
up with my baby .... so till next time :)




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