Jumbled and Scraps of Thoughts
A new day
I've decided to take the advice of two very close people in
my life, my husband and my mother.
Today is the day I start fighting for myself instead of my
kids, living for myself instead of my kids, making decision
based on what I need instead of what my kids need.
Today is the day, you got to start somewhere.
I am not going to let Amy and Zahara ruin my marriage and
destroy my peace, my marriage, or my self respect.
My job with them is done. I've done all I can. I will
focus on me and my relationship with Zamar and Chase.
Regardless of the next move they make, I am still focusing
on me and my marriage. I have a big challenge ahead, and
that's learning to make my motivation me instead of my
kids. All my life it's been how can I make their life
better or how will this affect them. Now I must ask those
same question but to myself about myself.
I'm at peace with this.