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2010-05-10 16:26:27 (UTC)

Bad morning-what a bad way to start the day!

I did come home last night. I miss home, T and even J. He
seemed concerned and nervous about me being gone. Although
acted tough and I feel he maybe does want me to be around.

I woke up this morning and first thing I am having that
tight feeling on my chest again. Everything about the house
and him seem irritating. He didn't give Troy breakfast, just
laying there. I told him if I am not going to go to FL if he
is not taking care of the insurance thing that I have been
asking him for months. Have such a bad mood and rolling to
work...

Have not done anything yet so far.. What is wrong with me,
or with him or with this family?????

I am so depressed........... One minute I miss him and want
to pick up the phone and call him and other other minute I
am so mad at him again..




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