Ash

My special ones....
2010-05-08 09:20:59 (UTC)

Missing My Grandpa....

My Grandpa(mom's dad)expired on 5 may 2010.It was the
worst day of my life.He was serious for many days.We were
prepared for that,but its too horrible to think that he is
not with us anymore.And he will never be with us in the
future too.He was a very good person.Infact,he was like a
God.Maybe he knew that his end was near.Used to tell me to
play cards with him.I was not able to find the cards.I
found them yesterday.Maybe at that time,I was a bit lazy
to look for the cards.I tried but that was not enough.I am
short-tempered.(I never shouted at him and grandma
though).He always used to tell me to stay calm.Who is
gonna tell me that now?He always used to answer each
question that I used to put before him,no matter how
stupid it may be.But then he suffered from multi-organ
failure.And then water used to get accomadated in
his lungs.Urine did not pass.His heart was working only 15%
He was in great pain,we knew for sure,but he never
complained.At last,He let it go.Maybe that was better than
the suffering.He has left us but in a way he is still
there with us and will always be there.Life goes on.We
have again learnt to laugh and have fun.But not like we
had before.We will always remember him.He is still alive
in our hearts.Whatever we have at present and whatever we
are,is all because of him.




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