2010-05-06 15:37:46 (UTC)

well i took a lot of decisions today

i just know i wont beat this
and i dont wnat to drag others into my dispair
so for awhile i cut all contacts to friends i really cant
face people right now
and i cant pretend what i am feeling is going away
lets just say i never told ma or billy or ann exactly but
its now what i wanted ok see how i am in a week
i asked ann to stay offwww as well to give me space
xxxx lisa