stylz.mcclane

Jordan McClane
2010-04-30 01:47:21 (UTC)

What a freaking Mess

So the last few days have been crazy flying monkey balls. I
had a job interview it went really well. I am sitting in
anticipation to find out if i got the position. I will not
know this til friday or monday. Sooo agonizing. Last night
went out and partied like crazy, and felt really old today
lmao. But everything is in tip top shape now.

Last night me and my friend A rod (names have been changed
to protect identities, went out. It seems everytime we go
out we get in to some sort of trouble. Last night was no
different. We end up at this bar we have been to twice now.
People start chattin with us, im getting hit on. End up
talking with this guy. I like him, as a person i liked him.
We hung out for a while didnt get crazy with him. A rod
him and i hung out for a few more hours after the bar. Now
here's the kicker. He wont home. A rod and i went home and
to bed. The next day he is talking to me texting me and
what not, so what do i do i ask him out? i mean isn't that
what we r suppose to do? Ask people we like out on a date to
find out if we want to get to know them more or not. Or
does this traditional way just no longer exist? Im not
asking u to be my husband im asking u to go on a date with
me, i mean surely u like me ur kissing and texting me. GAH
w/e this is the shit in dating i dont want to deal with it's
just so childish.

Meanwhile, im still seeing the guy i broke up. THings have
gotten better, but once again i am questioning everything,
and with considerable reason as to why. But its hard to
cast someone away who WILL ALWAYS be there for u even if u
dont derserve. GASp, well things will come together this
was just a brain fart put on paper. later readers

Jordan




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