broken hearted girl

love problems
2010-04-27 23:27:27 (UTC)

today was a good day

hey world for who all that don't know today was a good day
for me a wonderful day indeed..the letter i told you i
wrote to my boyfriend (navy boy) he shocked me dis morning
and had actually written me back wowowowow so amazing but
gues how long it was lol 1 sentence but that 1 sentence
said alot..the 1st letter i had somthing like this that i
loved him and didn't want to have sex with him because it
was not helpin with my relationship with him that if he
didn't want to be with me he shouldnt be doing things to
make it hard for me..i said that i feel different about him
now...and the 1 question he asked was HOW DO YOU FEEL? lol
wow i know it may sound dumb but my boyfriend aint' the
type to write letters etc..shocking that he written me back
even if it was just 1 sentence...this time i told him that
i felt that sex with him is wonderful but if he don't plan
on staying with me then he shoul stop asking for sex...i
added some more to it but my mind is so blank right about
now..i am so scared and nervous that i don't know what to
do...tomorrow is going to be a nervous day for me 1st off
he going to give me my response and 2nd off i got to stand
up in front of almost 30 somthing kids and we going to be
doing this play for the rasiin the sun..we going to do it
for a grade for my english class i alwayz wanted to be and
actress but im nervous im a shy person lol..so my dad going
to be consumming and depressing maybe..but good news if he
do say somthing i don't like im going home early tomorrow
any way im going to the dermologist for my acne the
appointment at 130 so i will get a chance to leave school
early...woah the lord is on my side and prepairing me for
another heart ache...but my boyfriend (navy boy)surprises
me more each day so maybe he will shock me again tomorrow
hope its for the best..everytime i think he don't love me
etc he always do things to make me think other wise.




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