tex123

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2010-04-27 03:28:01 (UTC)

I MISS MY DAUGHTER

I FEEL LIKE THE WORST MOTHER IN THE WORLD. MY DAUGHTER IS AT HOME
WITH MY MOTHER AND GRANDMOTHER WHEN IM IN PA WITH MY BOYFRIEND.
THERES PLENTY OF MOMS WHO DO A GOOD JOB AND OTHERS WHO JUST KEP
FUCKING UP BUT LOVE THEIR KIDS LIKE ME. I AM 1 OF THOSE MOMS AND JUST
REALIZED THAT NOT TOO LONG AGO. I TRY...BELIEVE ME I TRY BUT SOMETIMES I
THINK I CAN DO NOTHING BUT FUCK UP FUCK UP. I AM SELFISH AS A PERSON
AND THAT AND PARENTHOOD DONT GO GOOD TOGETHER AS YOU CAN SEE. MY
BOYFRIEND DOESNT HELP. HE WANTS ME TO HIMSELF AND I WISH I COULD GIVE
HIM THAT AND SEE MYSELF PUTTING HIM BEFORE I PUT MY OWN DAUGHTER. I
WISH THERE WERE SOME WAY TO MAKE THEM BOTH SEE MY WORLD IS WITH
THEM BUT LOOK... IM PUTTING A MAN BEFORE MY OWN CHILD. SOMETHING I
SAW MY MOM DO WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG. SOMETHING I NEVER SAID IDE DO TO
MY OFFSPRING. MY DAUGHTER IS 3 YEARS OLD. I...ONLY 17. I GUESS THAT
EXPLAINS WHY I DO THESE IMMATURE THINGS..THERES MORE TO MY STORY
THEN THESE BITS AND PEICES. MY LIFE IS VERY INTERESTING. IM WITH A 55 YEAR
OLD MAN WHOM I CARE FOR BUT AM HAVING PROBLEMS NOW.READ MY LIFE
AND HELP ME


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