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Danielito
2010-04-22 18:12:03 (UTC)

History mixed with other things

Mary and I have been married 3 years now. I'll give an
overview of what we've done. We got married in the Columbia
River Temple. After the encounter with Sister Lewis we
rushed into the temple and waited in the Celestial room for
the sealing room to fill up with guests etc. The sealing was
absolutely incredible. I had done proxy sealings before and
thought that perhaps it was just going to be a recited
prayer like all other ordinances are but instead the sealer
was very profound and insightful giving us information and
promising us blessings. It truly felt like God had approved
and it became one of the most important days of my life. The
rest of the day was really fun and I was really really
happy. We spent our honey moon in Venezuela. It was special
for me as it was the first time I had been back since I had
left. Looking back I think we were both a bit uncomfortable
around each other. We probably were feeling sexually
insecure and spending that much consecutive time together
made conversation flow difficult as we would run out of
things to talk about. I'm sure we both wondered if we had
made the right choice. Mary was also very emotionally
unstable at the time. She now takes antidepressant
medication which has helped her balance out and control her
up-and-down emotions. During the honeymoon there were
several long talks triggered by irrational thought patterns
and emotions that her depression brought on. I knew she was
messed up inside and why but I didn't know how often we
would be having serious, heavy discussions about our
relationship. Every time this happened I would initially get
irritated but then I'd think it through to realize that I
needed to just help her through it and be supportive. After
months and months of this I grew less compassionate. Now
that she's on medication I can easily tell when she has
forgotten to take it.. those are the only times she really
starts up with all the hopelessness and desperation.
When we returned from our honeymoon we moved to Rexburg for
school. I'm going to stop here coz I'm just getting tired of
typing.




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