Meghan411

Sam
2010-04-17 22:27:59 (UTC)

Jake 2

Dear Sam,

So i left off on my other diary that he was putting a rapper
down my underwear. lol I liked it!!! (: so after that we
texted all night..well until like 1030 cuz i had to go to
bed I was tired. Me and him are thinking about having sex
next weekend when I come over. But I'm scared Sam. Really
scared! I want to really bad but I don't know if he is just
using me for that or whatever. and i feel bad for his gf cuz
like he is kinda cheating on her with me. And that really
makes me look bad. But what if she doesn't find out. Then
its fine right? ugh. What if me and him just make out and
not have sex or like if i give him a HJ or something. I mean
that can't be that bad right? HELP!!!

I'm nervous~ i never had sex before and in a way I'm
scared...hah




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